You have a trail of moles behind your nape that I simply adore. I can trace my fingers on it for hours and I’d still find it fascinating.
You smell nice. You smell clean and neat and fresh and I love how your scent fills the car after you jump right in.
You have the best biceps [...]
June 19, 2008
Categories: Canadian Boy . Tags: Canadian Boy, emo, love, sad . Author: pauthecarabao . Comments: 1 Comment
Dammit!
Seriously, I need to let you go. Can you please stop being perfect because this isn’t healthy anymore. The sleepless nights are wreaking havoc on my pores, so I’d rather you be a downright prick towards me. Oh that’s right, it didn’t work because you have been a prick to me countless times before and [...]
June 9, 2008
Categories: Canadian Boy . . Author: pauthecarabao . Comments: Leave a Comment
He is my favorite mistake. A dilemma I wouldn’t mind having over and over again. It seems as though that is the case, because I have been infatuated with this one person for the longest time, and it still puzzles me how it refuses to rot away into the confines of my forgetful head. I [...]
May 21, 2008
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The Universe: Oh, it’s you again. What do you want this time?
Pau: Just help me understand why he & I can’t be together? I mean, here I find a guy whom I think the world of and there’s this huge probability that he thinks the world of me too, but every time we get around [...]
May 15, 2008
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We were supposed to meet up for coffee. Just to catch up on things, no pressure, no worries – just plain friends doing what normal, friendly people do.
It was kind of awkward at first, we did this half-beso, half-hug greeting. We exchanged pleasantries, talked about mundane things like work, the beach, his far-fetched dreams of [...]
April 27, 2008
Categories: Canadian Boy . . Author: pauthecarabao . Comments: 5 Comments
Oh no, you don’t.
You don’t have any effect on me anymore. The thing with you and me, the thing is… We never really had a defined “thing”. It was always me tripping over you while you tried to get me out of your hair. I realize now that you are nothing more than a [...]
February 4, 2008
Categories: Canadian Boy . Tags: from fiction to reality, heart broken, super sad emo shit, time magazine . Author: pauthecarabao . Comments: Leave a Comment
I have kept you for so long; almost four years ‘til this day. You’re something I thought would pass, just like the rest of my childish whims and trivial quirks. But ages have come and gone, and yet the whim and quirk remain. I tried dousing you with alcohol, with the hope of finally drowning [...]
February 7, 2007
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