He is my favorite mistake. A dilemma I wouldn’t mind having over and over again. It seems as though that is the case, because I have been infatuated with this one person for the longest time, and it still puzzles me how it refuses to rot away into the confines of my forgetful head. I have been hopelessly head over heels with this guy all throughout my college days and the succeeding years after. I’ll never get over him and I’m resigned that we will never be back to being just friends. Even after if he migrated to another planet, the intensity is still there, and no matter how many times people tell me he’s going to break my heart or how many times he does – I still let him in.
There is probably a very good reason why he and I can’t be together.
One day, it will all make sense in the grand scheme of things. One day, I will finally understand why there is always a hindrance between us. But right now, I will just have to settle with the fact that there is literally two oceans between us and that there is someone else waiting for him; someone who actually lives in the same continent as he does. It’s quite possible that he is the only man that I cannot have for reasons beyond us both. God doesn’t make impossibilities all that often. There’s probably only this one in my life…and I went and fell for him.
But for what it’s worth, I wanted that someone to be you too.
I wanted so much to be the one who made you happy.
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